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[27 Dec 2004|08:32pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I have a new journal.
just add me there and I'll add you back.
say good-bye to a1fanum3ric
and hello to dear_zombie

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[27 Dec 2004|07:29pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I forgot my password I just about died laughing it was really funny you all should have been there.

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[27 Dec 2004|10:37am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

AHHHH JAMES IS COMMING OVER TODAY!
I feel all gitty, like I did a year ago.
maybe I should take pictures.

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[26 Dec 2004|03:30pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

christmas was not what I expected this year. first off I threw up 4 times between christmas and christmas eve. that wasn't very nice. I went out to lunch today with my aunt where she told me that my god brother who is like 25 wants to go out on a date with me if I'f let him (for those of you that go to my church, DON'T SAY ANYTHING about it there at all. but I ate then and it was the first time sence friday night but it doesn't count becasue I've thrown up a lot sence then. friday morning my mom and dad bought a brand new '05 town and country. so we now have a car. its gonna bring my insurance up 600$ a year more so its somewhere around 1400+. so my dad is thinking about getting me my own little car. which is FINE by me. it seems like my parents didn't spend time or thought in my presents this year. I won't go into detail of what I got but it was so bad that my dad pulled me aside and is now offering me a good amount of money to buy whatever I want at the mall this week. he's also thinking about letting me dye my hair which is something he doesn't like because "it has no point to it". a couple more bad christmas'/birthdays and maybe I'll get something REALLY good. I feel like a spoiled brat, but then agian I feel like I spent a lot of time working on their presents and didn't get anywhere near the thought that I put into mine. I MEAN I MADE A WORKING CLOCK OUT OF A SAW BLADE A PIECE OF WOOD AND SOME PARTS I FOUND IN THE LAUNDRY ROOM. and a number of other things.
Jess wants to go see a movie on tuesday. I hope she calls soon so we can see when and where and what and everything. James is comming over. THANK GOD!! its been so long sence I've been with him. he hasn't been over in well over a week. but he's comming over and everything is gonna be great. I made cookies for his family, he said they all loved them. its because Im pimp. My aunt got a studding thing, I think Im gonna go put idiot on one of my t-shirts. it should be awesome. on another note James was all come to band practice and I was all I don't know I've been really sick and he's all we are only recording and I said no, because its sooo insane when they record. they can be dumb sometiems.

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[23 Dec 2004|02:26pm]
[ mood | rushed ]

2 more things then I will be ready for christmas. James' I think is getting worried about me. I get stress tears because I am constantly under emotional and physical stress. so the people that actually see me thats why tears fall down my face, Im fine, in fact 99% of the time I won't feel the tears. but I've been getting more and more lately. christmas is almost ready for me to happen. or maybe Im almost ready for christmas to happen. whatever.

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[20 Dec 2004|08:30pm]
[ mood | happy ]

attention: My magic 8 ball says you are all idiots. I don't think it likes you much.

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[20 Dec 2004|07:22pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Rachel stoped by today while I was out. (thank you very much) I will drop mine and James' presents off on thursday that is if James doesn't stop sucking. on another note I finished my christmas shopping agian. my dad sent me out today to buy stocking stuffers for my mom. and thats all I did and then I came home and painted ornaments because they are beautiful. sence my mom chrashed our car the only form of transportation we have his my brothers and mine dogde 2 seater truck. so I don't think that James can come over anytime soon. this winter break is gonna suck something big. I wish tulwila didn't screw up the bus scheduals.

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[19 Dec 2004|04:37pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

It looks like we arn't gonna have a party on new years. it was just an idea but thanks to you guys who were so enthusiastic about it. I just got back from finding neverland agian. it was so good. but this gets me excited for something else. wednesday phantom of the opra comes out and I want James to take me. right away. Right now the boys are creating a demo and hopefully I can get one tomarrow. I hope you all are having a good christmas so far and continue to have a good one. sence I technically don't have to wakr up till the morning of January 3rd I think Im gonna go into hybernation.

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[18 Dec 2004|12:18pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Im gonna go to James' house today. it should be UBER FUN! He called me up this morning and was all hey come over and I was all okay! on another note. I think that him and me should have a new years party. and invite people and have a party. like the band and then some of my friends...friends like rachel. don't hate me because you know you love me.

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[17 Dec 2004|04:17pm]
[ mood | drained ]

NO MORE SCHOOL! So I had a band concert last night. Becasue I was in the band concert I didn't have to go to band in the morning and becasue I have band classes till 9:30 I didn't have to go to school till then. Then I taught someone who doesn't speak english some notes on the guitar. I got coffee and took a test in english. I came home and went to the bank...I got food. and now I ahve a head ache.....This is the life of bethany cox. I need to find a hair cut that will look good on James. and maybe one for me too. my hair is getting long. Jeremy invited me to go watch the preformance that I was out of town on video tonight. but James doesn't want to see sarah on it. Jews....

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[13 Dec 2004|08:18pm]
[ mood | curious ]

I want a car so I can put my new johnny depp sticker on it. Our car is finally classed as totalled. James came over today it was really awesome to just be there with him. he played me songs on his newest guitar. hopiefully I will be able to go to yoshi's jew bash tomarrow night. lots of gelt. anyways I did a great job on my math test and everyone should be very proud of me 98% and I have finished my history essay and will be doing the anotated bibliography 1st or 3rd tomarrow. anwyays I have to make sure I don't have french and take a shower.

phone calls from old friends are sometimes confusing.
I miss my James.

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[12 Dec 2004|01:22pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I really want a jetta. I know Im not gonna get a car for chirstmas...but I can still want it. I think that my dad is warming up to the idea a lot more. we went out car shopping for my mom today. I found out it really sucks not having the family car...thanks mom. so christmas is comming up fast. much faster than I had expected. it kinda sucks because every year I say Im gonna get ready for christmas early but it always sneaks up on me... the worst part is I never learn from it and the next year do the same thing. band conert thursday. last week of school. MUST remember to do my homework for englsih tomarrow night. and try the rough draft in study hall tuesday. Hopefully we'll have a car before the end of the year. thats what my dad is aiming for. where is James?

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[11 Dec 2004|04:55pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I just got back from finding neverland. IT TOOK LONG ENOUGH! it was the most awesome movie ever. I totally mean it and it was even better because johnny depp was so AMAZINGLY HOTT! For all of you that live in washington (and not) I have a band concert thursday. come! I called James but then he got off the phone because he was gonna go wash jeremy's car with him. so I got off the phone with him, THEN like 2 seconds later Jess called me telling me that she thinks that she can come to my concert. oh man this should either be akward of very amusing. lets find out shall we? I got back from the sleepover last night. it was awesome I found out that I missed jess more than I thought. she is one of the kewlest people. I rememberd that I have to do some homework but I highly doubt that Im gonna. Anyways Im gonna go now. and if anna is reading this she is to report straight to doing her essay. no I mean now!

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wow [10 Dec 2004|05:11pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

things have been good. I went over to yoshi's house and we had a jewish bash it was awesome! we had latkas (spelling) and just chilled. I had so much fun. anyways I was invited to go see the boys preform but my mom made a mistake and now I can't go I wasn't going to go anwaysy but I wanted to instead Im gonna spend the night at kari's and have cookie making fun. hope you all had a good week.

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[06 Dec 2004|05:59pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

I got back from portland on saturday night, it was kewl, I went christmas shopping with my friends and it was good. it was my mel and justin and david in my little "pod" it was fun, I do however wish that caleb and nathan had waited for me to finish my game so I could roll down the stairs on a mattress with them. it was fun. then I got home and my dad has been good but bad at the same time. hes gone back on his word and that sucks. anyways I have to go eat dinner right now because it is my designated eating dinner time.

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I am kewl [01 Dec 2004|05:31pm]
[ mood | happy ]

let me tell you, rachel Jake and I are the best bullshitters alive. we are so full of bullshit its not even funny. which is why we do amazing presentations. I swear we should open a buisness or something maybe a school...yeah we should open a school teaching kids and adults how to bullshit. be proud of us, be oh so proud.

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once a year... [30 Nov 2004|08:27pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

yes lj friends its that time of year. christmas time.
so heres a little post for me to wish you all a very merry christmas sence it is now december (or it will be 3 and a half hours after I post this).

merry chrsitmas
picture by tim burton
my favorite christmas songCollapse )

I don't post lyrics often if at all so get off my back.
remember this is the only december that you will have for the year 2004.

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[29 Nov 2004|07:18pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

oh my, I do belive I might be comming out of my slump. as you can tell Im making an effort to update more frequently. and soon there will be pictures. I feel like Im going crazy. like today as soon as I got the feelings back in my legs I put 2 mini american flags in my hair and sang the national anthem. theres really nothing like that.

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uuuuhhh [27 Nov 2004|06:48pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Im totally smashed. I think I remember why I wanted to take a different med for this.

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never done that before.. [25 Nov 2004|12:49pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I made a comment about my pants having a big whole so I tore at them. it was a lie I actually had 7 big holes in my jeans so I tore at all of them. now I really can't wear thoese pants ever agian. Im still gonna read the book black. if I don't it means I wasted all that time reading it to not finish. which is bad in my book. I need to re-paint my nails. and clean the house because andy and mila are comming over for dinner. I don't see the big deal about cleaning the house and making it all fansy I mean mila and I cleaned andys room 4 days ago. ANYWAYS hope you all have a great thanksgiving and remember Im thankful for you.

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ps [24 Nov 2004|06:27pm]
theres another big whole in my pants.
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not in the mood [24 Nov 2004|06:19pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I feel like whenever I come here to write something Im saying that I have nothing to say, or Im saying that I don'y like all this bull shit thast going around. whatever. schools not hard but for some reason its stressing me out. it seems like I can't keep my mouth shut when Im with James which is really hurtful to him. and I don't like hurting him like that. maybe I need a new journal with new thoughts. I wish I could just trade my life in for a brand new shiny one. like a car. you know how when theres nothing really wrong but you just don't like the car anymore? Lisa is getting worried about me I think. but Im fine Im not sad nor happy which is neither bad nor good. my family is gone at the annual thanksgiving eve service. I didn't go because my neck hurts. which is good I think for once I might actually practice. I don't like working when they are home. they are always watching me which might be why Im paranoid. and don't worry rachel I'll finish the book before tomarrow. Im ready to listen to emo and watch the rain fall outside of my window. or maybe I'll work on my purse. better is a long way from here, I hope the weather doesn't slow me down.

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today was a dooosy [20 Nov 2004|06:29pm]
[ mood | tired ]

so today I've streached the limits of how much a 16 year old girl can eat. Ive been out to eat 3 times in the last 2 days and all of them were really big meals. anyways Im starting to look for what I can give to my family members for christmas. I think I found the kewlest thing for James it was awesome. I need to find something for Mila my brothers girlfriend. anyways today we had a big family get together and my aunt looks amazing she has lost 90 pounds in 6 months and I think thats the lightest she has ever been. anyways she just had surgury and she started to bleed at the end of the lunch once most everyone had left so we took her to the hospital. so that was kinda bad. there was a lot more to talk about but meh. on other news my new purse is usable and I have ideas for 2 more. sorry its been so long sence I've posted something with actual content its just been a long few months.

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wow [16 Nov 2004|08:35pm]
[ mood | content ]

I got good grades! what now bitches!!! anyways I took another mastery test and I think I did well on it. I don't know what else to say. there are some things me and my colleegs are skeeming so I musnt talk.

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[14 Nov 2004|11:23am]
[ mood | amused ]

I just ran into a parked car...my dads car. right after he said I was being overly confident in my driving. hahaha and to think we were gonna go car shopping this week. he he.

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at long last. pictures. [11 Nov 2004|07:00pm]
[ mood | bored ]

me once agian
someone take me out tonight Im worth the driveCollapse )
James just called. Im gonna go do something. or cook.

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OM LOOK ITS JESUS!! [11 Nov 2004|05:02pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I feel like being a rebel. I hvae a good chance. who knows, I just might take it. go ahead ask me.

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[08 Nov 2004|07:36pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

if you go to my school there is a high possibility that I hate you. mainly because you all fucking suck.
good day.

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damn you rachel [07 Nov 2004|04:09pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Im putting in my application for lerry's this week. I'm getting a job so I can save up for a car. therefore I can drive around. what inspired me was a jetta, a silver jetta, automatic, BLACK LEATHER INTERIOR....I almost jizzed myself. my dad said he could spot me $11,800 for the car....if he could take it out of my college found. the car was also in alabama. so somehow I think he was joking. damn him for playing with my emotions. and an extra thank you to nick for letting me use his name on my app.

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[04 Nov 2004|03:35pm]
[ mood | cold ]

if you send me your address I'll make you a card in math class. send it to: fridaythebunny@hotmail.com

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